Yahuah is STILL in control.

Yahuah is STILL in control.

Surrender

I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again. Yahuah is STILL in control.

I don’t know about you, but the journey I’ve been on in 2025 has shown me that I still need a lot more growth in the areas of humility and surrender. I want to share a personal testimony with you today. I pray it will help you on your journey, and help to confirm your belief that Yahuah is still in control.

“And you shall remember that יהוה your Elohim led you all the way these forty years in the wilderness, to humble you, prove you, to know what is in your heart, whether you guard His commands or not. 

And He humbled you, and let you suffer hunger, and fed you with manna which you did not know nor did your fathers know, to make you know that man does not live by bread alone, but by every Word that comes from the mouth of יהוה.”

Deuteronomy 8:1-3 TS2009

Accepting that Yahuah is in control means you have to accept that you are not. You have to surrender. To admit that all you can do is your best in order to heal, to truly forgive, both yourself and others, and to leave the rest in the hands of The Most High – all of that takes humility and surrender. That’s something I hope to develop more of.

A fast for healing.

Outside of making music, gardening, and taking care of my home life, most of my personal time this year was spent focused on physical healing. My goal was to reverse fibroids and heal my womb. My husband and I are in our 40’s but we would still like to have children one day.

Fibroids are benign tumors, if you’re not familiar with them. They were causing me to have a lot of negative symptoms that I won’t get into right now. But most importantly it seemed like they were preventing me from having a successful pregnancy.

With a focus on healing, I did several dry fasts this year, starting in April 2025, and continuing once every month or so, in addition to changing my diet and exercise routines. The most recent dry fast was 7 days. Yes, 7 days with no food and no water. It was a soft dry fast so I still was able to shower and brush my teeth, but I ate no food and drank no water. It may sound crazy, but I did my research, worked up to it slowly, prepared mentally and physically, and I was ready for it. I was convinced that doing a 7 day dry fast would completely reverse and dissolve the fibroids.

After the fast

After the 7 day dry fast, it felt like the fibroids were totally gone. Before the fast, I could still feel at least one fibroid protruding outward below my belly button, but afterwards, I seriously couldn’t even feel that one anymore. So I went in for my annual ultrasound, just about two weeks after the 7 day dry fast, with seriously high hopes that those tumors were gone.

Last night, I got the results back, and I was very disappointed to see that somehow the tumors were basically the same size today as they were last year at this time. One of them was slightly smaller. How was that even possible?

I was shocked because all the research and books I read said that benign tumors like fibroids shrink on the 5th day of a dry fast. I read at least 4 books on fasting, and I expected that the tumors would have at least been significantly smaller from all the time spent in deep autophagy. That wasn’t the case for me, but still, I know Yahuah is in control!

I had to realize that no matter how much knowledge I had accumulated, I could not do this in my own strength. Even though I prayed while I was fasting, and meditated on scripture, I realize now that there was still some pride in my heart. Yah hates pride, and I still need to get rid of some of it. I realize now that there are still some people I haven’t truly forgiven. Some pain that I’m still holding on to, all of that is prideful and I need to let go of it.

A good report

I praise Yah because even though the fibroids are still in my womb, the test results show that the fibroids are stable. Most women with fibroids find that they grow, and that their fibroid symptoms often get worse over time, until it reaches the point where they wind up removing their uterus, or doing some other surgery to help with their symptoms.

The largest fibroids in my womb are around 6cm, some women have them growing to 20cm and more. Some women have to deal with the psychological impact of looking 6 months pregnant all the time, and having to feel the pressure and weight of the tumors pressing down on their other organs. Not to mention excessive and uncontrollable heavy bleeding.

Praise Yah that my symptoms never got as bad as some women have to handle, and the majority of the symptoms I was experiencing from fibroids prior to fasting are now gone! That is HUGE! I have to give thanks for that.

“How precious is Your loving-commitment, O Elohim! And the sons of men take refuge in the shadow of Your wings. They are filled from the fatness of Your house, And You give them drink from the river of Your pleasures. For with You is the fountain of life; In Your light we see light.”

Tehillim (Psalms) 36:7-9 TS2009

Renewed Joy

My happiness level has increased 10 fold this year – mostly because I’m not in pain anymore. No pain means I have freedom to move and do the things I love, and not be laid up in bed for several weeks every month with no energy. The symptoms I used to deal with are SO much more manageable, and I feel SO much better since changing my lifestyle.  HallaluYAH!

So even though I’m disappointed that the tumors are still in my womb, I am grateful for the journey, and I will keep walking forward. Eating mostly raw fruits and veggies, juicing, having smoothies, exercising, and doing periodic monthly fasts, makes me feel like the best version of myself that I can be. I have not been anywhere near perfect with my diet, but I will stay the course and keep on trusting in YAH. His ways are higher than our ways, and we should not doubt that He is always working things out for our good.

Another Bonus

Going from 196lbs in September 2024, to 165lbs in April 2025, is another bonus I can’t forget to mention! Being able to maintain my weight around 165lbs all year (plus or minus a few lbs) has made me feel like a brand new me. Praise Yahuah! I even saw my weight drop to 149lbs after the 7 day dry fast, which was a first for me. I wasn’t fasting for weight loss, so I definitely enjoyed replenishing my body afterwards, and I’m so so happy with how I feel now in the 160’s, that I’m just going to just stay focused on eating well and staying active and forget about healing the fibroids for a while. I know they are there, but they don’t deserve any more of my energy.

I’m still super passionate about gardening, and that keeps me really active. We had an amazing year for pomegranates this fall, and we’re about to start harvesting citrus. I’ve also really gotten into doing pushups and squats, rebounding, and stretching, and I just love the way that eating healthy and doing all these activities makes me feel. 

“Those who are planted in the House of יהוה Flourish in the courts of our Elohim.

They still bear fruit in old age; They are fresh and green,

To declare that יהוה is straight, My rock, and in Him is no unrighteousness.”

Psalm 92:13-15, TS2009

Shifting Focus

The next step for me is to practice being more humble, and to learn to truly forgive. There’s one important family relationship that I need to work on. I need to let go of all the hurt and emotional pain still bottled up inside of me. There’s a lot I just haven’t dealt with. I realized that post fasting. These tumors are not just physical, they are spiritual, I truly see that now. And I need to finally let everything that really needs to go, actually be gone – for good. I’m not sure how I will process it all, but I’m sure it will be quite the process lol. Maybe some good journaling and songwriting will come out of it. We shall see. Yahuah will help me through it all.

I haven’t been very productive with music this year – thank you for all your patience with that. I was just so focused on my physical healing, that spiritually I haven’t grown as much as I would have liked, and there just hasn’t been as much fruit in the form of new music.

Nothing we try to do on our own strength is ever truly successful. So I’m going to shift my focus from healing the fibroids, to just being humble before The Most High. I believe that if I focus on spiritual growth and being humble before Him, everything else will fall into place.

But seek ye first the kingdom of Elohim, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. 

Matthew 6:33

I pray all of us will find the strength we need to keep on keeping on, no matter what our journey looks like, and especially when things don’t go as expected. Don’t loose hope, mishpacha. No matter what you’re going through. Keep trusting and believing. YAHUAH, The Most High is still in control.

You can leave a comment below if this resonated with you, or if you have some thoughts to share. Yah bless you and keep you under the shadow of His wings.

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Yahuah is good.

Yahuah is good.

Shalom Mishpacha! Yahuah is good and His mercy endures forever.

There isn’t a day that goes by where I find myself waking up without saying “Thank you YAH!” Even on days when I’m feeling tired, I’m still SO grateful for the breath of life He placed within us. Yahuah is ALWAYS so good. Isn’t He? He’s the amazing and wonderful Creator of this entire universe!

Oh, taste and see that יהוה is good;

Blessed is the man that takes refuge in Him!

Psalm 34:8

If you’ve been spending a lot of time watching the news, or on social media, you may find a lot of negativity floating around in your atmosphere. It’s a crazy world, but Yahuah is good.

I hope that this blog post, and today’s video, restores a little bit of peace and joy to your life. It’s a video of our plum harvest this summer, and some of the beauty of Yah’s creation in our early summer garden. As you watch it, I pray Yahuah will bless you, and give you peace.

I will restore the fortunes of my people Israel,

and they shall rebuild the ruined cities and inhabit them;

they shall plant vineyards and drink their wine,

and they shall make gardens and eat their fruit.

Amos 9:14

I don’t know about you but I am definitely looking forward to the day Yah makes this earth brand new again. Yahuah is so good! When He restores all things it’s going to be even better than we could ever imagine.

Until that day, let’s keep looking to Him for guidance. If Yah is leading you to plant some seeds, do it! Whether they be physical, or spiritual seeds – I’m sure He’ll help you make them grow.

Scriptures to remind you Yahuah is good.

Here are a few scriptures for you to meditate on. Just a little something to remind you that Yahuah is good! These are all taken from TS2009.

“Give thanks to יהוה, for He is good, For His loving-commitment is everlasting!”

1 Chronicles 16:34

“יהוה is good to all, And He has compassion on all His works.”

Psalm 145:9

“Good and straight is יהוה; Therefore He teaches sinners in the way.
He guides the meek ones in right-ruling, And He teaches the meek ones His way.

All the paths of יהוה are loving-commitment and truth, To those who guard His covenant and His witnesses.”

Psalm 25:8-10

“Only goodness and loving-commitment follow me All the days of my life; And I shall dwell in the House of יהוה, To the length of days!”

Psalms 23:6

If you have questions or comments, don’t be shy, just leave them below. I’d love to hear how you’re doing, and your thoughts on today’s post.

Much love,

-Hadarah

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Yahuah Almighty Reigns (Cover Song)

Yahuah Almighty Reigns (Cover Song)

Yahuah Almighty Reigns! This song has been on my heart all week long – so I decided to share it with you.  It’s a remake of Michael W. Smith’s “Agnus Dei” – with a Hebrew Twist. I pray it will bless your heart. I’m calling it “Yahuah Almighty Reigns.”

“Your reign is an everlasting reign, 

And Your rule is throughout all generations.”

Psalms 145:13 TS2009

As we go about our day-to-day lives, waiting for Yah’s Kingdom to come here on earth, let’s continue to choose to put HIS will above our own. When we do this, Yahuah reigns supreme, even now. Let’s prepare our hearts to accept His will, and not to walk in our own understanding. Let Yahuah reign in your heart! Yahuah Almighty Reigns!

Leave a comment below if you want Yahuah to reign in your life today.

Say, “HallaluYAH! Yahuah Almighty Reigns!”

Scriptures on The Reign of Elohim

Below, you’ll find some scriptures for you to go over till we connect again here on the blog. As always, let The Ruach Ha Chodesh, the Set Apart Spirit of Yahuah, lead and guide into all truth. These passages are all taken from TS2009.

“I make known Your Name to My brothers; In the midst of the assembly I praise You. You who fear יהוה, praise Him! All you seed of Ya‛aqoḇ, esteem Him, And fear Him, all you seed of Yisra’ĕl! 

Let all the ends of the earth remember and turn to יהוה, and all clans of the nations bow themselves before You. For the reign belongs to יהוה, And He is ruling over the nations.”

Psalms 22:22-23, 27-28

“Exalt יהוה our Elohim, and bow yourselves at His footstool, He is set-apart. Mosheh and Aharon were among His priests, And Shemu’ĕl was among those calling upon His Name. They called upon יהוה, and He answered them. He spoke to them in the column of cloud; They guarded His witnesses And the law He gave them. You answered them, O יהוה our Elohim. You were a forgiving Ěl to them, Though You took vengeance on their deeds. Exalt יהוה our Elohim, And bow down towards His set-apart mountain; For יהוה our Elohim is set-apart.”

Psalms 99:5-9

““This, then, is the way you should pray: ‘Our Father who is in the heavens, let Your Name be set-apart, let Your reign come, let Your desire be done on earth as it is in heaven.”

Matthew 6:9-10

““Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart shall be also.”

Matthew 6:19-21

“Do not worry then, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ “For all these the nations seek for. And your heavenly Father knows that you need all these.

But seek first the reign of Elohim, and His righteousness, and all these shall be added to you.”

Matthew 6:31-33

‘“Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Master, Master,’ shall enter into the reign of the heavens, but he who is doing the desire of My Father in the heavens.’

Matthew 7:21

‘יהוה has established His throne in the heavens, And His reign shall rule over all.’

Psalms 103:19

‘And I saw a renewed heaven and a renewed earth, for the former heaven and the former earth had passed away, and the sea is no more.’

‘And I, Yoḥanan, saw the set-apart city, renewed Yerushalayim, coming down out of the heaven from Elohim, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.’

‘And I heard a loud voice from the heaven saying, “See, the Booth of Elohim is with men, and He shall dwell with them, and they shall be His people, and Elohim Himself shall be with them and be their Elohim.’

‘“And Elohim shall wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there shall be no more death, nor mourning, nor crying. And there shall be no more pain, for the former matters have passed away.”’

Revelation 21:1-4

May Yah bless you continually Mishpacha. Let His word remain in your heart and help to keep you set apart.

Shalom,

-Hadarah BatYah

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A Quiet Simple Life

A Quiet Simple Life

A Quiet Simple Life.

All I really want is a quiet, simple life. I don’t know about you, but that is good enough for me.

“For every matter there is an appointed time, even a time for every pursuit under the heavens: 

“A time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to be silent, and a time to speak; 

“He has made it all, beautiful in its time.”

Ecclesiastes 3:1, 7, 11a TS2009

Do you have enough quiet spaces in your life?

I’ve been more quiet than usual lately. In the quiet spaces, I’ve been learning to hear Yah’s voice more clearly. I’m learning to follow His lead more closely, instead of my own. I want The Most High to tear up anything that shouldn’t be in my heart – pride, greed, selfishness – then sew me back together again. 

Detaching from things of this world, spending less time online, and learning to be content with what I have in Yahuah, has been a huge part of that process. The process is still ongoing.

Do we ever stop learning and growing?

I hope this blog post can serve as a reminder for you to find more quiet spaces in your life.

My Favorite quiet place is in the garden.

Whether you have a garden or not, don’t be afraid to go outside more often. I made a video for you to enjoy below. It’s a walk through my Spring garden this year. That’s my quiet place.

I hope that seeing the images of Yah’s creation will remind you that we were created to live in a garden. It’s Yah’s ideal for mankind. Let’s all try to find ways to get back to natural spaces – where Yah’s creation, just by existing, gives Him all the praise.

All the footage in this video is real – even the hummingbirds. I just set up a tripod with an iPhone and let the little Hummingbirds come. All praise to Yahuah Most High 🙂

What’s next?

May Yahuah’s will be done in all our lives, mishpacha.

Going forward, I plan to share any new content, blog posts, or music that Yah gives me on a monthly basis. Weekly is just far too much for me. I just need room to slow down, put my relationship with Yahuah, my health, and my family first. I know those of you who appreciate slow living can understand that desire.

I could try to keep up with the pace this world is moving, but quite frankly, I just don’t have the desire to. What I do want is to continue to create quality, authentic, inspirational music & motivation for you – no matter how long it takes.

Scriptures on contentment and living a quiet simple life.

Here are some more scriptures for you to contemplate till the next time we connect here on the blog. As always, let The Ruach Ha Chodesh, the Set Apart Spirit of Yahuah, lead and guide into all truth. These passages are all taken from TS2009.

“Let your way of life be without the love of silver, and be satisfied with what you have. For He Himself has said, “I shall never leave you nor forsake you,” so that we boldly say, “יהוה is my helper, I shall not fear what man shall do to me.””

Hebrews 13:5-6

“Not that I speak concerning need, for I have learned to be content in whatever state I am. I know what it is to be humbled, and I know what it is to have in excess. In any and every situation I have learned both to be filled, and to be hungry, both to have in excess, and to be in need. I have strength to do all, through Messiah who empowers me.”

Philippians 4:11-13

“All the days of the afflicted are evil, But gladness of heart is a continual feast. Better is a little with the fear of יהוה, Than great treasure with trouble. Better is a meal of vegetables where love is, Than a fatted calf with hatred.”

Proverbs 15:15-17

“The fear of יהוה leads to life, And he remains satisfied, He is not visited by evil.”

Proverbs 19:23

“I call upon you, therefore, brothers, through the compassion of Elohim, to present your bodies a living offering – set-apart, well-pleasing to Elohim – your reasonable worship. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you prove what is that good and well-pleasing and perfect desire of Elohim.”

Romans 12:1-2

“He who earnestly seeks good, Seeks what is pleasing; But to him who seeks evil, It comes to him. He who trusts in his riches falls, But the righteous flourish like a leaf.”

Proverbs 11:27-28

Yahuah wants you to flourish. He wants you to have joy and contentment. Find Him in your quiet place. Let His Word go deep inside your heart and help to keep you set apart.

Leave a comment below if this post inspired you today ❤️

Shalom,

-Hadarah BatYah

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I owe you an apology.

I owe you an apology.

Shalom Mishpacha. I owe you an apology. I’ve bitten off more than I can chew this quarter. The video below explains it all.

‘But above all, my brothers, do not swear, either by the heaven or by the earth or with any other oath. 

But let your Yes be Yes, and your No, No, lest you fall into judgment.’

James 5:12 TS2009

I hope you can accept this apology. Please let me know your thoughts in the comments. I pray that both you, and Yahuah will have mercy on me as I learn to curb my excitement, and stop talking about doing things before I do them. Instead, I just need to actually do them.

For those who couldn’t watch this video for whatever reason, I’m sorry that the next release won’t be ready before The Passover. It’s just not realistic right now. I’m so grateful to those of you who have already been supporting my two latest releases, “Todah Yah” and “I Need You Now.” AND for those of you who have been enjoying all the music I’ve shared since 2014, both on YouTube, and here on the blog.

In the future I will continue to share updates on what’s happening with music, life, and how it all relates to spiritual growth. That’s why we’re all here – to keep on growing in Yahuah together in spirit and in truth.

‘Do not fear, for I am with you. Do not look around, for I am your Elohim. I shall fortify you, I shall also help you, I shall also uphold you with the right hand of My righteousness.’’

Isaiah 41:10 TS2009

Besides this apology, I just wanted to encourage you today. If you are struggling to find balance, and you find yourself doing too much, it’s okay to pull back and re-evaluate your goals. Yahuah is our helper, and He will help us all in His perfect timing, and His perfect way. Let’s keep on trusting in Him to lead and guide. He makes all things beautiful in His time.

Much love,

-Hadarah BatYah

Feeling overwhelmed? How to find balance.

Feeling overwhelmed? How to find balance.

Sometimes I struggle with feeling overwhelmed. When that happens I know I need to find balance. If you ever struggle to find balance in life, and sometimes, you start feeling overwhelmed too, the most important thing to do is pause and get your mind right. I’ve got 3 practical tips that I use in my everyday life that really help me to keep moving forward. I hope they will help you too. 

You can enjoy the video below, or just read through the blog post. Either way I hope this content will bless you.

‘He gives power to the faint, and to those who have no might He increases strength.

Isaiah 40:29

3 Practical Tips to Help with Overwhelm

1) Don’t panic. Prioritize. 

Remember. You are a child of The Most High. King of the universe. 

So there’s no need to panic. When it feels like stress is rising up, and you’ll never get everything done, remember:

Yahuah is in control. 

“When my spirit was overwhelmed within me,

Then You knew my path.”

Psalm 142:3a NKJV

Yahuah knows the end from the beginning, and He knows the path you need to take right now. Ask Yahuah to impress upon your heart what’s really the most important thing for you to accomplish today. Listen to The Ruach Ha Chodesh, The Set Apart Spirit, and just focus on walking where He leads you to go.

Shift out of your emotions and into decision-making mode. When you’re feeling overwhelmed, emotions can cloud your judgement. Emotions, and decision-making happen in a completely different part of the brain. We use our frontal lobe for making decisions. So you literally have to breathe, calm down your emotions, and trust that Yah is in control in order to make a sound decision about anything.

Today is Monday April 10th. There’s a lot on my plate this week. In fact over the next 3 weeks there are 3 major areas I need to focus on. Recording music, Gardening, and creating content for YouTube and Set Apart Heart. Within those 3 major areas there are so many details to be concerned about that it’s easy to become overwhelmed, but I have to make a conscious choice to prioritize what’s most important in the moment and just take action. Which brings me to my next point. 

Approach life with this attitude:

Everything is going to get done, you just have to start with one. 

2) Stay focused on one thing at a time. 

Once you prioritize and decide what you’re going to do first, stay focused on that, and see it through to completion. Get one project or task to a place where you feel it’s in balance before you move on to the next task. 

Multitasking is not going to do anything but slow you down. And sometimes that will need to happen. If you’re a parent of small children you’re going to have a lot of interruptions, and there’s a time and a place for that.

If you’re feeling overwhelmed because you’re constantly multitasking, and you’re not actually finishing any of the tasks you started, you may need to pull back for a bit. Find a way to stay focused on one thing at a time. You may have to get up early, or even stay up late. Either way you’ll feel much better once you’ve accomplished what you set out to do.

If I have the energy, waking up early is the best time for me to make music. Then I can move on and continue to help others. So be real with yourself. If multitasking slows you down, just try to stay focused on one thing at a time.

3) Be patient with yourself. 

The third and final reminder I have for your today is to be patient with yourself. In this world of AI productivity, and hussle-culture, everyone is trying to do everything so quickly. Everyone wants to produce more and more – to be fast and faster, and better and better, and there’s so much pressure to get things done. I choose not to participate in that kind of life. I may be left behind in some areas, but I really appreciate slow living, and true creativity.

I’m learning to recognize the signs of what it looks like when I’m doing too much.  I may start talking really fast and spinning around in circles. I might start snapping at people, getting short tempered –  or being unfair to the people that I love. This is not good. Not at all. So when I see that happening in my life now, I just stop.

Just stop. Breathe. And learn to recognize if your expectations are too high. Sometimes we are just not being realistic, and we’re trying to accomplish too much. If you learn to be patient with yourself, you’ll be able to have more patience with others, and this will help you if you’re feeling overwhelmed.

We are human beings, not machines. Yahuah is our Elohim. The only person’s opinion that we really need to be concerned with is His. So don’t beat yourself up if you don’t finish everything you wanted to accomplish in a week.

Last week I didn’t get a new video out, and you know what? That’s okay. I got to spend extra quality time working in the garden, and with my husband, and all of that was much needed.

The world is not going to fall apart if we don’t accomplish all of our goals when we plan to. We just have to keep moving forward. And sometimes moving forward means you choose to take time to rest, or to build with your family. If we allow ourselves to keep feeling overwhelmed, that will lead us to burn out, then nothing will get done at all. 

BONUS TIP: KEEP YAH’s WORD IN YOUR HEART

‘“Come to Me, all you who labour and are burdened, and I shall give you rest. “Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am meek and humble in heart, and you shall find rest for your beings “For My yoke is gentle and My burden is light.”’

Matthew 11:28-30

It goes without saying, but I can’t leave without mentioning this. Remember to keep Yah’s Word in your heart. It will help you to do all the things we mentioned today. I hope these 3 practical tips will help you as you go throughout the rest of this week.

  1. Don’t panic. Prioritize. 
  2. Stay focused on one thing at a time.
  3. Be patient with yourself. 

Everything is going to be okay. You will get everything done, even if it’s not when you had planned. Let Yahuah, The Most High, continue to lead and guide you as you walk with Him. Let’s represent Yahuah in all we say and do. The feeling of overwhelm will start to go away as we continue to rely on Yahuah, and take life one step at a time.

Let me know your thoughts about feeling overwhelmed in the comments below.

See you there,

-Hadarah BatYah

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